Bring on those headphones!

I love music. It runs through my veins much like heroin. Yeah, its that intoxicating! I remember when I was a young kid, I'd wake up on weekend mornings, with Bob Marley/Temptations/Police/Madonna/Micheal Jackson/Yanni/Enya/etc. singing in the background! Yeah my dad is hooked on it too, lol. That's probably one of the things that I've inherited from him, besides the love of the sea of course! Put music and the sea together and BANG! you've just created Heaven on Earth!

Now that that's being said, it has been an awkward week. A lot of weird events are happening all at once! I have never been so indecisive in my whole life as much as I am right now. Confusion is blurring my vision and I can not see ahead. There is no one to get advice from, because apparently TV series are more important to talk about and maybe argue on our way, get pissed on differing opinions and then no more talking. Its like I'm having a "relationship" instead of "friendship". Anyway. Back to confusion. WHATS UP WITH PEOPLE THESE DAYS? *calms down* okay, seriously now. You try to "build bridges" with people, being friendly and all, then pause for a bit so they'd trade places with you (in other words you take a break and let them take the lead) but they won't budge. Then out of a sudden they vaguely suggest that someone should stop disappearing. Now, I don't really know if they were pointing fingers at me, but if they were then I'm confused. If they weren't then this whole post is meaningless and I'm just over-analysing as usual. But see, my problem is that I have a built-in radar that "observes" what goes around me, and if I give you a piece of my mind, you'd probably advice me to submit a resume to the CIA/FBI/Internal Intelligence. So my "observations" tell me there is something fishy going on, and I would love to ask but I really don't want to make a fool out of myself. I, like most of the people on this globe, fear rejection. So whats my next step? I DON'T KNOW! Maybe, I'm just going to wait till God sends me one big sign that would switch on that rusty ol' light bulb over my head to clear off the confusion a bit. Yeah, I think I'll do that. Its safer.

In the meantime, I'll put on those headphones, and indulge myself with some good music.

*listening to: If I could fly - A&B/Oceanlab*

This one has been on repeat all day long. Looks like I have a new victim! *Evil Grin*